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Dreaming in Malta’s Neolithic Temples: Hagar Qim and Mnajdra

By Anita Mathias

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The garrigue, as the sun sets.

We hiked today to the Hagar Qim and Mnajdra Temples in Malta, through picturesque garigue, covered with fragrant thyme, wild fennel, and stunted rosemary.

It reminded me of Provence, and the landscape of Marcel Pagnol’s marvellous films, La Gloire de Mon Pere et Le Chateau de Ma Mere. A wild rabbit, a pot full of rosemary, thyme, wild fennel, wild onions and wild garlic—you see how cuisine evolves from landscape. Rabbit, incidentally, is Malta’s national dish, and we had some superb rabbit yesterday, with Maltese ftira, bread smeared with olive oil, baked with a stuffing of roast chicken, tomatoes, garlic and onions.

I like Malta. I love their food, and their immense tenderness to children, a trait they share with other Mediterranean cultures like Spain and Italy. And perhaps having lived through a magical period of being a bambino or nina, smiled at and petted by all, contributes to a warm, friendly, good-natured society, as these petted children expect the best of the world, and, in general, the world and people and life correspond to our expectations.

The megalithic temples were amazing: the world’s oldest free-standing structures, about 5000 years old, 500 years older than the pyramids, were constructed by the entire population of Neolithic Malta, estimated to be 5000 people.

Part of the temple complex at Ħaġar Qim.

Part of the temple complex at Ħaġar Qim.

Archaeologists suspect that their construction was a response to declining human fertility, in turn, a response to an over-fished, over-hunted, over-farmed island (18 miles from end to end). So they carved figures of immensely fat women to venerate (and how we would have bemused those Neolithic people, we who resolve not to resemble these venerated figures by the end of Christmas).

Of course, the energy it took for the entire population to construct their many megalithic temples (we are seeing the most famous, the Hypogeum tomorrow) stole even more time and energy from their tiny, stone-walled fields and domestic responsibilities. Around 2500 B.C., Malta’s Neolithic settlers vanished without a trace.

An ornamented doorway, with storage shelves (?) in the chamber behind. (Mnajdra megalithic temple complex

An ornamented doorway, with storage shelves (?) in the chamber behind. (Mnajdra megalithic temple complex)

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And what did Jehovah, or Yahweh, who thus described himself, “The LORD, the LORD, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness,” (Ex 34:6) think and feel as he watched them build these immense structures to placate the sun god and ensure their own continuance on the earth. (Long pointed fingers of sun penetrate different significant chambers on the vernal and autumnal equinox and the summer and winter solstice.)

Scale model of Mnajdra megalithic temple complex tracing the sun's rays at the Summer solstice, the equinoxes, and the winter solstice.

Scale model of Mnajdra megalithic temple complex tracing the sun’s rays at the Summer solstice, the equinoxes, and the winter solstice.

What do we feel when we see our children ascribe our labour and effort and providence to the Easter bunny, the tooth fairy or Santa Claus? Amusement and tenderness, because we have colluded in this deception. But if they knew no better? We’d feel compassion and tenderness.

Compassion and tenderness: that’s what I imagine the father-heart of God felt for these Neolithic settlers who worshipped a God they did not know. And I believe he answered many of their prayers, as he answers many of ours.

For would people of any culture, in any age continue praying if their prayers were generally unanswered? When I pray, coincidences accumulate; divine appointments happen; ideas appear, finance often, I am more creative. Prayer injects a little sprinkling of gold dust, of magic into my life.

I am guessing that it is the same for all praying people, whether the prehistoric people of Denmark (whose rituals we learned about with absolute fascination in the Archaeological museum in Copenhagen in July this year), or the people of India, or Greece or Egypt. Surely people would not continue praying if their prayers remained unanswered. The cognitive dissonance would grow unbearable.

Mosque, temple, gurudwara, church, God hears our prayers, I believe. He is our father. Jesus Christ, the Righteous One is the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not only for ours but also for the sins of the whole world. 1 John 1 1-2.

Limestome megaliths forming the exterior of the temple at Ħaġar Qim. The protective tent was constructed in 2009 to protect the already weathered limestone from further damage.

Limestome megaliths forming the exterior of the temple at Ħaġar Qim. The protective tent was constructed in 2009 to protect the already weathered limestone from further damage.

When George Macdonald heard of Calvin’s doctrine of predestination, according to which 95 percent of the population, according to some contemporary theologians, even in historically Christian nations would go to hell, he burst into tears. George Macdonald’s conception of God, of holiness, of beauty greatly influenced C.S. Lewis. And theologically, Lewis’s writing on who crosses the veil and who does not, is closest to my own theology.

In C.S. Lewis’s  The Last Battle, Emeth, the noble follower of Tash says, “There came to meet me a great Lion. His hair was pure gold, and the brightness of his eyes like gold that is liquid in the furnace. He was more terrible than the Flaming Mountain of Laour, and in beauty he surpassed all that is in the world, even as the rose in bloom surpasses the dust of the desert.

Then I fell at his feet and thought, “Surely this is the hour of death, for the Lion (who is worthy of all honour) will know that I have served Tash all my days and not him. Nevertheless, it is better to see the Lion and die and to be Tisroc of the world and live and not to have seen him.

But the Glorious One bent down his golden head and touched my forehead with his tongue, and said, “Son, thou art welcome.” But I said, “Alas, Lord, I am no son of thine, but the servant of Tash.”

He answered, “Child, all the service thou has done to Tash, I account as service done to me.” Then, by reasons of my great desire for wisdom and understanding, I overcame my fear and questioned the Glorious One, and said, “Lord, is it then true, as the Ape said, that thou and Tash are one?”

The Lion growled so that the earth shook, and said, “It is false. Not because he and I are one, but because we are opposites, I take to me the services which thou has done to him. For I and he are of such different kinds that no service which is vile can be done to me, and none which is not vile can be done to him. Therefore, if any man swear by Tash and keep his oath for the oath’s sake, it is by me that he has truly sworn, though he know it not, and it is I who reward him. And if any man do a cruelty in my name, though he says the name Aslan, it is Tash whom he serves, and by Tash his deed is accepted.

Then I said (for the truth constrained me), “Yet I have been seeking Tash all my days.” “Beloved,” said the Glorious One, “Unless thy desire had been for me, thou wouldst not have sought so long and so truly. For all find what they truly seek.”

Then he breathed upon me, and took away the trembling from my limbs, and caused me to stand upon my feet. And after that, he said not much, but that we should meet again, and I must go further up and further in. Then he turned him about in a storm and flurry of gold and was gone suddenly.

And since then, I have been wandering to find him, and my happiness is so great that it even weakens me like a wound. And this is the marvel of marvels, that he called me Beloved, me who am but as a dog.”

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A semicircular chamber in the Mnajdra megalithic temple. Originally there were more layers of horizontal stones slowly forming a ceiling, like an igloo.

 


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  1. Joy Lenton says

    December 18, 2012 at 8:20 pm

    You’ve managed to combine history, theology, literature, culture, cuisine and landscape in one lovely post here, Anita. It really made Malta come alive and the presence of the Glorious One was gently and lovingly threaded throughout.
    Sounds like you’re having a relaxing and reflective build-up to Christmas. Enjoy! 🙂

    • Anita Mathias says

      December 20, 2012 at 10:13 pm

      Thank you, Joy, and Christmas blessings to you too!

  2. Debra Seiling says

    December 18, 2012 at 3:20 am

    “…being a bambino or nina, smiled at and petted by all, contributes to a warm, friendly, good-natured society, as these petted children expect the best of the world, and, in general, the world and people and life correspond to our expectations.” I really appreciated reading this after everything with the Connecticut tragedy. It warms my broken heart. Thanks, Debbie Seiling http://bible-passages.blogpsot.com and http://christian-overeaters.blogspot.com

    • Anita Mathias says

      December 18, 2012 at 8:41 am

      Thanks, Debbie, and thanks for reading!!

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Hello Friends, I'm resumed recording my meditation Hello Friends, I'm resumed recording my meditations on the Gospel of Matthew. Do click on this link to listen. 
https://anitamathias.com/.../29/gods-complete-forgiveness/
Christ is the most influential figure in the history of the world, though his life ended in shame, humiliation and failure. But he so completely turned things round in his great reversal that the cross on which he died when all seemed hopeless is now the most common, and revered, symbol in history.
He emerged from and was anchored in Judaism. And as the sins of the people were laid on the scapegoat who was sent into the wilderness to perish, Christ died as the lamb of God voluntarily bearing the guilt of the wrongdoing of the whole world. He paid the price for our forgiveness with his life-blood--in accordance with the iron law of the physical and moral universe, of sowing and reaping, cause and effect. 
And so, God, who appeared as flames of fire to Moses, can now dwell within us, purifying us, whose hearts have darkness and shards of ice. 
And now that Christ was crucified, died, but rose again, His Spirit, no longer contained within his earthly body, is poured out like living water onto all humans, at our humble request. The Spirit pours the love of God into us; he reminds us of the words of Jesus and slowly writes Christ’s sweet law on our hearts. This transfusion of grace helps us do hard things we previously couldn’t do. Our dance with the Spirit gradually breaks the power of sin over us. It transforms us.
Now we, the forgiven, protected by the blood of Jesus poured out over us, and filled with His Spirit, who sings within us, Abba, Father, are adopted by God as his children in his joyful new covenant. We are cells grafted into the vine of our new family--Father, Son, Spirit—who now live in us as we live in them. As we choose by our thoughts and actions to continue living in the vine of Jesus, their energy pulsing through us makes us fruitful. And now, all our prayers which flow in the river of God’s good purposes are kindly heard. Waves of love and power flood from the cross! 
Thank you!
Well, hello friends! Breaking radio silence to let Well, hello friends! Breaking radio silence to let you know that I have taped a meditation for you on Christ’s famous Parable of the Talents in Matthew 25. https://anitamathias.com/2025/11/05/using-gods-gift-of-our-talents-a-path-to-joy-and-abundance/
Here you are, click the play button in the blog post for a brief meditation, and some moments of peace, and, perhaps, inspiration in your day 🙂
Hi Friends, I have taped a meditation; do listen a Hi Friends, I have taped a meditation; do listen at this link: https://anitamathias.com/2025/04/08/the-kingdom-of-god-is-here-already-yet-not-yet-here-2/
It’s on the Kingdom of God, of which Christ so often spoke, which is here already—a mysterious, shimmering internal palace in which, in lightning flashes, we experience peace and joy, and yet, of course, not yet fully here. We sense the rainbowed presence of Christ in the song which pulses through creation. Christ strolls into our rooms with his wisdom and guidance, and things change. Our prayers are answered; we are healed; our hearts are strangely warmed. Sometimes.
And yet, we also experience evil within & all around us. Our own sin which can shatter our peace and the trajectory of our lives. And the sins of the world—its greed, dishonesty and environmental destruction.
But in this broken world, we still experience the glory of creation; “coincidences” which accelerate once we start praying, and shalom which envelops us like sudden sunshine. The portals into this Kingdom include repentance, gratitude, meditative breathing, and absolute surrender.
The Kingdom of God is here already. We can experience its beauty, peace and joy today through the presence of the Holy Spirit. But yet, since, in the Apostle Paul’s words, we do not struggle only “against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the unseen powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil,” its fullness still lingers…
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I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Ma I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Matthew 23, “For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.”
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And so, Jesus states a law of life. Those who broadcast their amazingness will be humbled, since God dislikes—scorns that, as much as people do.  For to trumpet our success, wealth, brilliance, giftedness or popularity is to get distracted from our life’s purpose into worthless activity. Those who love power, who are sure they know best, and who must be the best, will eventually be humbled by God and life. For their focus has shifted from loving God, doing good work, and being a blessing to their family, friends, and the world towards impressing others, being enviable, perhaps famous. These things are houses built on sand, which will crumble when hammered by the waves of old age, infirmity or adversity. 
God resists the proud, Scripture tells us—those who crave the admiration and power which is His alone. So how do we resist pride? We slow down, so that we realise (and repent) when sheer pride sparks our allergies to people, our enmities, our determination to have our own way, or our grandiose ego-driven goals, and ambitions. Once we stop chasing limelight, a great quietness steals over our lives. We no longer need the drug of continual achievement, or to share images of glittering travel, parties, prizes or friends. We just enjoy them quietly. My life is for itself & not for a spectacle, Emerson wrote. And, as Jesus advises, we quit sharp-elbowing ourselves to sit with the shiniest people, but are content to hang out with ordinary people; and then, as Jesus said, we will inevitably, eventually, be summoned higher to the sparkling conversation we craved. 
One day, every knee will bow before the gentle lamb who was slain, now seated on the throne. We will all be silent before him. Let us live gently then, our eyes on Christ, continually asking for his power, his Spirit, and his direction, moving, dancing, in the direction that we sense him move.
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Your enemies have no power over your life that your Father has not permitted them. Ask your Father for wisdom, remembering: Questions do not need to be answered. Are these questioners worthy of the treasures of your heart? Or would that be feeding pearls to hungry pigs, who might instead devour you?
Questions can contain pitfalls, traps, nooses. Jesus directly answered just three of the 183 questions he was asked, refusing to answer some; answering others with a good question.
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and sidestep entrapping questions? Long before the day of
testing, practice slow, easy breathing, and tune in to the frequency of the Father. There’s no record of Jesus running, rushing, getting stressed, or lacking peace. He never spoke on his own, he told us, without checking in with the Father. So, no foolish, ill-judged statements. Breathing in the wisdom of the Father beside and within him, he, unintimidated, traps the trappers.
Wisdom begins with training ourselves to slow down and ask
the Father for guidance. Then our calm minds, made perceptive, will help us recognise danger and trick questions, even those coated in flattery, and sidestep them or refuse to answer.
We practice tuning in to heavenly wisdom by practising–asking God questions, and then listening for his answers about the best way to do simple things…organise a home or write. Then, we build upwards, asking for wisdom in more complex things.
Listening for the voice of God before we speak, and asking for a filling of the Spirit, which Jesus calls streams of living water within us, will give us wisdom to know what to say, which, frequently, is nothing at all. It will quieten us with the silence of God, which sings through the world, through sun and stars, sky and flowers.
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And since, I’m on social media, if you are the meditating type, here’s a scriptural meditation on not being afraid, while being prudent. https://anitamathias.com/2024/01/03/do-not-be-afraid-but-do-be-prudent/
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Do Not Be Afraid, but Do Be Prudent
“Do not be afraid,” a dream-angel tells Joseph, to marry Mary, who’s pregnant, though a virgin, for in our magical, God-invaded world, the Spirit has placed God in her. Call the baby Jesus, or The Lord saves, for he will drag people free from the chokehold of their sins.
And Joseph is not afraid. And the angel was right, for a star rose, signalling a new King of the Jews. Astrologers followed it, threatening King Herod, whose chief priests recounted Micah’s 600-year-old prophecy: the Messiah would be born in Bethlehem, as Jesus had just been, while his parents from Nazareth registered for Augustus Caesar’s census of the entire Roman world. 
The Magi worshipped the baby, offering gold. And shepherds came, told by an angel of joy: that the Messiah, a saviour from all that oppresses, had just been born.
Then, suddenly, the dream-angel warned: Flee with the child to Egypt. For Herod plans to kill this baby, forever-King.
Do not be afraid, but still flee? Become a refugee? But lightning-bolt coincidences verified the angel’s first words: The magi with gold for the flight. Shepherds
telling of angels singing of coming inner peace. Joseph flees.
What’s the difference between fear and prudence? Fear is being frozen or panicked by imaginary what-ifs. It tenses our bodies; strains health, sleep and relationships; makes us stingy with ourselves & others; leads to overwork, & time wasted doing pointless things for fear of people’s opinions.
Prudence is wisdom-using our experience & spiritual discernment as we battle the demonic forces of this dark world, in Paul’s phrase.It’s fighting with divinely powerful weapons: truth, righteousness, faith, Scripture & prayer, while surrendering our thoughts to Christ. 
So let’s act prudently, wisely & bravely, silencing fear, while remaining alert to God’s guidance, delivered through inner peace or intuitions of danger and wrongness, our spiritual senses tuned to the Spirit’s “No,” his “Slow,” his “Go,” as cautious as a serpent, protected, while being as gentle as a lamb among wolves.
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