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The Parable of the Dishonest Steward. Frank Talk on Money.

By Anita Mathias

Blue and Yellow Macaw Bird Flying-953871We grappled with The Parable of the Dishonest Steward (Luke 16 1-15) in my small group.

The Steward soon to be dismissed, too old to dig, and too proud to beg, leverages the last thing he has–his connections– to make friends knit to him by gratitude once his job is over.

He is commended for this intentionality and foresight, just as the man with five talents is commended for using them well. [Read more…]

Filed Under: In which I play in the fields of Scripture Tagged With: Dishonest Steward, Luke, Parables

When the Risky Word of the Lord Came to the Lonely Prophets

By Anita Mathias

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Elisha and Joash (William Dyce)

I am listening to the Bible in a year while walking country trails.  Listening to a whole book in a long walk or two, helps me see “the big picture” of Scripture and its themes.

The Prophets have grabbed me. You just don’t mess with those Prophets, because God is with them.

And yet, it’s a lonely vocation. They are second-guessed, feared, hated, threatened like Elijah, or beaten up and imprisoned like Jeremiah. On the edge of society–menaces, who say what is terribly unpopular, and terribly true.

Their single strength—this mysterious thing that keeps happening to them: And the word of the Lord came to Jeremiah… or Isaiah… or Elijah.

And they have heard that Word before, and it has never let them down. They recognise it from long experience, and so they trust it.

Even when no one else does.

How can they convince anyone else of this essentially private revelation? They can’t. They are ultimately believed because of all the other times the words they heard (or overheard, Is. 6:8) and repeated were absolutely true.

* * *

Some reformed bloggers submit their blogs to pastoral oversight or to a committee.

There was no way the prophets could have done this. Their committee would have said, “Don’t say that—the King won’t like it; the priests won’t like it. The people won’t like. The army won’t like it. X, Y, and Z will think you mean them, and be hurt. And ‘fess up, you do mean them, don’t you?

Why should we trust you a layman rather than the professional priesthood? God has never said that before.  It’s too weird. Too impossible. Are you sure you heard the Lord say this?”

* * *

The advantages of a committee of trusted readers: One does not want to reinvent the wheel theologically—to write with dewy-eyed naivete on a subject on which thought has evolved far beyond your first wonderings. And one doesn’t want to write a blog post asserting something which is simply stupid, or factually or theologically incorrect, which an astute reader can instantly point out.

However, Theology-by-committee will give you safe, don’t-rock-the-boat theology. It probably will not be able to capture where the wind of the spirit is blowing.

Throughout Scripture, when God speaks to men, he generally speaks to individuals, not groups.

The prophets could never, would never have submitted the Word of the Lord to other people’s judgements. Just as well, because the words were so strange, so risky, so unverifiable, that few would have approved them. They had a direct, unmediated relationship with God.

* * *

Throughout Church history, dominant theologies have been quite simply wrong, though backed up with proof texts and Scripture verses.

As Brian McLaren writes, the Western church had been wrong on slavery, wrong on colonialism, wrong on environmental plunder, wrong on subordinating women, wrong on segregation and apartheid (all of which it justified biblically) and wrong on homosexuality.

John Piper, the influential Reformed writer, writes extremely honestly of his racist past, “ I was, in those years, manifestly racist.” 

At the great Urbana Missions Conference in December 1967, Piper writes, “Warren Webster, missionary to Pakistan, answered a student’s question: What if your daughter falls in love with a Pakistani while you’re on the mission field and wants to marry him?


The question was clearly asked from a standpoint that this would be a racial or ethnic dilemma for Webster. (This was four months before Martin Luther King Jr. was killed.) With great forcefulness, Webster said something like: “Better a Christian Pakistani than a godless white American!”

 From that moment, I knew I had a lot of homework to do.

The perceived wrongness of interracial marriage had been for me one of the unshakeable reasons why segregation was right.”

* * *

I was fascinated and appalled by Piper’s humble, honest and contrite essay on his racist past, racism which he and other Christians in the American South (Christian and theological colleges in the South did not accept blacks) backed up with Scripture verses.

Wow, powerful theologians can honestly believe things, and back them up with scripture—and they can be wrong!!

That’s why it’s important to return to the spring of living waters, to the quietness of God’s presence in his throne room, and hear what He is saying for yourself.

* * *

There are dangers to this, of course. Yeah, private pipelines to God could lead to weirdness and evil like David Koresh, Jim Jones and the Guyana suicides, and the Twelve Tribes, a repressive, economically exploitative, weird cult which uses child labour, and requires long working hours, 80-100 hours weekly, of its members, while its leaders lead plush, privileged lives. (My brother-in-law, Dr. David Mathias, a medical doctor, joined them in 1992, and has worked at both medical and manual work from early in the morning till (often) past midnight for twenty years, contributing all his earnings to the cult–and leaders.)

So how does one keep hearing the word of God, without either falling into the weirdness of cults like Twelve Tribes, or accepting airless, airtight theologies without the wind of the Holy Spirit?

* * *

I suppose the way the prophets did? Though the word of the Lord came to them in solitude, it was never for them alone.

The word of the Lord always led them to the King, to the council, to the community, where they were reviled by the many, and revered by the few.

And then, the final test: God validates them. Things turns out just as they predicted. And so people begin to believe them when they say, “Thus says the Lord.”

* * *

It’s interesting, isn’t it, that in Scripture, God rarely speaks to groups or committees (there are some exceptions in Acts). He speaks to individuals, giving them words of enough force and power, ratified by events, for them to influence the crowd.

Moses, Elijah, Jeremiah. Nobody would have had the heart to encourage them on their dangerous paths. Or would have had the heart to take on the responsibility of encouraging them in their risky prophecies. They just had to go it alone.

And though it was a lonely job, and we see Elijah and Jeremiah grow emotionally overwhelmed and skirt the edges of depression and burn-out, the word of the Lord was never for them alone but also for their community. And in the community, though often rejected and beaten up, they found sanity, grounding, and even, occasionally, comfort and friendship.

 

Filed Under: In which I chase the wild goose of the Holy Spirit, In which I explore Living as a Christian, In which I play in the fields of Scripture Tagged With: brian mcLaren, John Piper, Prophets, the voice of God

Guest Post by Dick Woodward: Blessed are the Meek

By Anita Mathias


Dick Woodward founded and pastored both the Virginia Beach Community Chapel and the Williamsburg Community Chapel, where he remains as pastor emeritus. His Mini Bible College, available in print, audio and electronically, has been translated into more than 26 strategic languages and is disseminated by ICM around the world to nurture believers. The Mini Bible College is a survey and topical study of the Bible that teaches practical and devotional applications of every book of the Bible to our lives.


Read previous posts about Dick Woodward at “How to Change the World from Your Bed.” or here.
Dick Woodward’s blog is 4 Spiritual Secrets. Visit ICM at http://www.icm.org/

I am honoured to run this guest post by Dick Woodward!

Dick and Ginnie Woodward



THE MEEK

Jesus says: “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth” (Matthew 5:5). What is meekness? Meekness is perhaps the most misunderstood and misapplied of these eight Beatitudes or “blessed attitudes”.

Meekness is not weakness. We hear Jesus say, “I am meek” (Matthew 11:29). When you get to know the Jesus Christ of the Scripture, you realize that He was a weak and milquetoast kind of man.
The Old Testament describes Moses as the meekest man who ever lived (Numbers 12:3). As you read the Old Testament and get to know Moses, does he impress you as a weak man? Jesus was not weak and Moses was not weak. They were meek.

We understand the biblical word “meek” if we think of a powerful horse that is unbroken. It is a very strong animal and it is strong-willed. People who are experts at this sort of thing will slowly slip a bridle over the head of that horse, carefully placing the bit in that horse’s mouth. They then strap a saddle on the horse’s back. When they finally reach the point where the horse accepts the control of the bit, the bridle and the person sitting in the saddle – when the horse’s will is broken or tamed – that horse is still powerful, but it is now meek. We might then paraphrase meekness as “strength under control.”

We could paraphrase the question the risen Christ asked Saul of Tarsus on the road to Damascus: “Why are you persecuting Me? Why are you pulling against the bit? It is so hard on you. It is tearing up your mouth” (Acts 9:4, 5).
But when Saul of Tarsus asked: “Lord, what will You have me to do?” he had accepted the control of the bit, which along with other things, was the will of the risen Christ for his life. That is when Saul of Tarsus became meek in the biblical sense of the word.
That is precisely what it means to be meek.

Jesus declared, “I am meek” while He was giving one of His greatest invitations: “Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am meek and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30).
This invitation was addressed to people who were working themselves to the point of exhaustion to try to manage their very heavy burdens.
At first it sounds as if Jesus will simply give them the rest they obviously need. But when we study the invitation more carefully, we see that Jesus is inviting these people with their heavy burdens to come and learn. He is inviting them to learn about His burden, His heart and His yoke. He wants them to learn that His burden is light. This is amazing since He literally had the world on His shoulders. He wants them to learn that His heart is lowly or humble and meek and He wants them to learn that it is His yoke that makes His burden light and His life easy.

A yoke is not a burden. A yoke is an instrument that makes it possible for an animal like an ox to move a heavy burden.
Many of us have seen in the developing world oxcarts piled high with burdens that are being pulled by an ox. How is that ox to move that cart which is piled so high with cargo? Can it push the cart with its head? The yoke makes it possible for that very strong animal to have its strength aligned with the oxcart so that he can move that enormous burden with ease.
This simple and profound metaphor defines meekness. Meekness is strength under control. Essentially, Jesus is teaching: “I take the Yoke of my Father’s will upon Me every day.” Remember that He said, “I do always the things that please the Father” (John 8:29). That was the yoke Jesus wore. He submitted to the yoke of the Father and He was one hundred percent controlled by the Father one hundred percent of the time. That is the meekness Jesus is teaching His disciples.
The word Jesus used to describe the role of the Holy Spirit was the word translated as Comforter. The Greek word “paraclete” literally means “One who comes alongside us and attaches himself to us for the purpose of assisting us.” We are yoked together with the Holy Spirit when we attempt to follow God and our risen Lord Jesus Christ.
And remember, a yoke is not a burden but an instrument that makes it possible for us to move great burdens.
A yoke that fits well, and that was smoothly rubbed out by a good carpenter, made the animal’s life easy; it made its burden seem light. A carpenter like Jesus would have made yokes that fit very well, that would be smooth inside so they would not irritate the animal. Jesus teaches meekness because He knows the yoke He wears every day will make the burdens light and life easy for those who are struggling because they have no yoke. This is only one of four places in the Bible where the word “easy” is found.

When He teaches the third beatitude, Jesus is essentially saying: “There is a right way to live your life. If you will live life as I do, you will find that you will not be burdened, weary, nor working yourself to the point of exhaustion to manage your problems.” He was really saying, “Take life as I take it. If you accept My Yoke of meekness, you will discover that it can make your burden light and it can make your life easy, no matter how great your challenges.”

In summary, He is essentially teaching the people on the mountaintop: “Those people down there are suffering because they do not know how to pull the load of life and its many problems. They are not able to move the burdens because they have no Yoke. But if you will confess My values, live your life with My attitudes, and be trained by the spiritual disciplines I will show you as you follow Me, you will learn something about My burden, My heart and My Yoke that will give you rest in your soul.”

Meekness is the discipline of our “want to,” or our will. The word “disciple” and the word “discipline”come from the same root word Mathetes (math-ay-tes’); from NT:3129; a learner, i.e. pupil. The promise of Jesus that accompanies this blessed attitude is that the meek disciple will inherit the earth.

This simply means two things: (1) We should expect a disciple of Jesus to be a disciplined person, and (2) the disciplined disciple of Jesus gains everything when they have the Yoke of Jesus and His Father on their life, all day long every day.

One disciple I knew well after experiencing and practicing this beatitude for years said, “I wonder where my “want to” went to.”

Filed Under: In which I play in the fields of Scripture

The Blessing of Jabez and Jacob

By Anita Mathias


Jacob wrestling angel
Jacob wrestling with the Angel


When we lived in America around the turn of the century, the Prayer of Jabez was the most lucrative Christian marketing craze: a best-selling book, audio CD, mugs, magnets, t-shirts, books, even a CD of worship music composed around that two line prayer. Some of these might be spotted around my house, I must confess.

The prayer of this new-minted 21st century celebrity came from an obscure sentence in the Book of Chronicles, which contains all we know of Jabez.
Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, “Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.” And God granted his request. 1 Chron 4:10
Nice prayer, inn’t it? Who wouldn’t want to pray it?
And why did God answer this prayer? There is no magic to the formula. Jabez has not serendipitously got all his prayer ducks in a row. God answered because Jabez asked.
* * * 
I have been re-reading the life of Jacob. The one thing Jacob wanted all his life was the blessing of God. The blessing encoded in creation, in the genetic code of corn and cows: abundance from the limited, the miraculous multiplication of one’s feeble efforts, protection. 
He tries to get it by manipulating a ravenous Esau of his birthright (which, as first-born, included the blessing promised to Abraham and his seed), then by mercilessly deceiving the blind Isaac into giving him the blessing he had reserved for his own favourite son, Esau. He flees Laban at night, devises a cunning ruse to pacify Esau who comes to meet him with four hundred fighting men.
* * * 
And then in the night, he encounters a opponent whose magnificent strength tells him he is more than human. He does not let go, even when the opponent, desirous of leaving before dawn  (“because no one can see the face of God and live” Exodus) dislocates Jacob’s hip. 
Jacob says, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.”
And so God does. 
God blesses him because of the strength of his longing for God’s blessing.  He blesses Jacob because what Jacob wanted–for his entire life–even more than he wanted wealth or success, was God’s blessing. 
All his life he has sought it desperately, tricked and manipulated and wrestled to get it.
And now, no scheming, no tricks, no bargaining with God as at Bethel, twenty years earlier. 
He simply asks.
* * *
Though old habits die hard. Jacob still finds it hard to believe that he can have God’s blessing for the asking.
So he informs God that he is certainly not going to let go of him until he has blessed him. And this from a man limping with a dislocated hip!
God is charmed. And probably amused. And so He does what he has always intended to do, even before Jacob had been born, what he had been waiting to do if Jacob had but asked him, instead of defrauding his relations and having to flee from them for 20 years of bitter toil. 
He blesses him. 
And Jacob achieves what he could have had all along for the asking. If he had relied on God rather than on his own stratagems.
Open my eyes, Lord, to see the times when I worry and fret instead of praying; when I quarrel instead of praying; when I work in convoluted, tortuous ways instead of praying.

Open my eyes to the stratagems I use to avoid having to come before you with empty hands, asking for your blessing.  

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Are the Words of Paul and the Words of Jesus Equally Important?

By Anita Mathias

David O’Connell

Are the Words of Paul and the Words of Jesus Equally Important?
Were we baptised in the name of Paul? Did Paul die for us?
Would Paul, who called himself a bondservant of Jesus Christ, be horrified to find that his words were given equal weight with his Master’s?
Or in some circles, greater. For the words of Jesus cause little controversy. They are just death to obey.
But all our bitter theological disputes, today and through the centuries—whether women and gays today, or disputes over infant baptism, justification by faith alone etc.–are over the words of Paul, never the words of Jesus.
When there is a conflict between the words of Paul and the spirit of Jesus, what should we do?
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Paul says, I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she must be silent. (1 Tim 2:12).
 
He speaks about women in harsh, misogynistic, almost contemptuous terms. Women should remain silent in the churches. They are not allowed to speak, but must be in submission, as the law says.  If they want to inquire about something, they should ask their own husbands at home; for it is disgraceful for a woman to speak in the church.  Or did the word of God originate with you? Or are you the only people it has reached?  But if anyone ignores this, they will themselves be ignored. (1 Cor 14 34-38).
  
 But Jesus’s ministry was an inclusive one.  After this, Jesus traveled about from one town and village to another, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom of God. The Twelve were with him, 2 and also some women who had been cured of evil spirits and diseases: Mary (called Magdalene) from whom seven demons had come out; 3 Joanna the wife of Chuza, the manager of Herod’s household; Susanna; and many others. These women were helping to support them out of their own means. (Luke 8 1-3)
We always see Jesus take the side of women. “Leave her alone,” said Jesus as the woman impulsively spent a fortune in anointing his feet. “Why are you bothering her? Wherever this gospel is preached throughout the world, what she has done will also be told, in memory of her” (Matt 26:13). He takes the part of the woman who has led a sinful life (Luke 7:50). He finds a way to save the woman caught in adultery (John 8). And tells the outcast woman at the well the way to be permanently spirit-filled (John 4 13-14).
Jesus does not rebuke Martha who gently reproached him, “Lord if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” Mary received more thorough commendation than any of the disciples, “Mary has taken the better part.”  
Women stood by him at the cross, buried him. And after his resurrection, he appears first to women, before he appears to his beloved disciples.
Can you imagine Jesus speaking in the harsh dismissive tone of 1 Cor 14 34-38? Me neither. I believe he would wince.
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Jesus is silent on homosexuality. How would he have treated homosexuals? We do not know, but can make an educated guess based on the way he treated other folk whom the religious people of his day considered outcasts–tax collectors, prostitutes, sinners, the woman caught in adultery, the woman at the well, or embezzlers like Zaccheus.
So this issue which is splitting denominations was never mentioned by Jesus, but largely by Paul!
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Was every word that Paul wrote in his letters personally dictated by the Spirit of God? Could there have been occasional errors in the transmission? Could he have been certain that he was discerning the mind and will of God—and simply have been wrong—as every human before and after him was?
While he was mostly in step with the Spirit, was he capable of interjecting his own opinion, prejudices, anger, harshness, and misogyny into his letters, just as no matter how much we have prayed, human personality, prejudices and preconceptions creep into our blogs, books and sermons?
Were his instructions to women to cover their heads in church dictated by God? We now read it as a directive to first century women. As we should read his directives that women do not speak or teach or lead in church.
He split with Barnabas rather than give Mark a second chance. Later in his life, Mark became invaluable to him.
Could he not have been wrong about other things?
                                                   * * *
I believe that Paul’s letters were inspired by God. But I  do not believe that every syllable Paul wrote was personally dictated by God. For instance, did the Holy Spirit, for instance, dictate, Watch out for those dogs, those men who do evil, those mutilators of the flesh. Phil 3:2 Or “I wish those troublemakers would castrate themselves.” Gal 5:12.
When there are contradictions between harsh Pauline statements, and the gentleness of Jesus, isn’t it wise to go with the spirit and practice of Jesus, rather than the letter of Paul’s letters?
                                                           * * *

Paul had an intense experience of Christ on the road to Damascus. He spent fourteen years in the desert getting to know him better. He had visions and revelations. He knew the love of Christ deeply, and discovered joy in appalling circumstances, for instance in the Mamertine dungeon. I have the deepest respect for Paul, and love for almost all his writings.

But Paul was a human being. He was not God. Jesus was.
It is when we take his words addressed to first century churches as normative for twenty-first century churches–his instruction to slave to submit to their masters; to women to submit to their husbands in “everything;” to cover their heads in church; to be silent; to not teach or have authority over men–that we get ourselves in a tangle.

For these are letters addressed to particular first century churches, not normative for all Christians for all time.
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 People say, “How do you know which directives were addressed to the Ephesians and which to women of all time?”
People say, “Oh, will you pick and choose what to believe?”
People say, “Beware of the slippery slope.”
But Jesus says, “Do not be afraid.”
I trust the Holy Spirit who led me to love and revere Christ and Scripture will enable me to read it accurately
And if—after sincere prayer and diligent study–I get it wrong? Well, intellectual error is not an unforgiveable sin.
There was grace for the Prodigal Son, and there will be grace for the stupid daughter.
As there will be grace for the Women who Dare to Speak in Church.

Filed Under: In which I play in the fields of Scripture

Your Trajectory is What Matters, Not Where you Currently Are

By Anita Mathias

I love King David. Who doesn’t?

I spoke about Saul and David to my small group, five years ago, and loved preparing the talk from Samuel and Kings.  One of the things which struck me was that your trajectory is far more important than where you currently are.

* * *

Saul, to all appearances, was at the top of the heap. He had power, prestige, wealth, good looks, a large family, kingship and a palace.

And yet… and yet. Instead of enjoying what he had, he was, almost incredibly, tormented by jealousy and insecurity, by the fear of losing it, the fear that someone would come up from behind and take what he had.

He could see clearly that God’s favour and blessing was increasingly on David, and not on himself. He could presciently see what God was doing and did not like it one bit. Being aligned with God’s purposes was all very well when it exalted him, but he could not face the fact that his time in the sun was coming to its natural conclusion.

And so he tries to block what God is doing. Saul hounds David, and, in the short run, is triumphant. David is on the run. He hides in caves, afraid, cold and hungry.

While Saul is at the very top of the heap, David, declared the enemy of the King of Israel–and without resources, patrons, wealth, power or position–is at the very bottom of the heap.

As we read Kings, we realise that, in the long run, where Saul and David currently stood meant nothing. What mattered was their trajectory–where they were going.

David: consistently growing in inner strength, as he learns to strengthen himself in the Lord, and eventually in obvious strength.

Saul: consistently losing, first, inner strength, and eventually obvious strength.

* * *

Two phrases often repeated in the Book of Samuel and the Book of Kings give us an insight into why David’s life was successful in the eyes of God and man, and why he eventually was blessed in his military, political, administrative, literary and spiritual endeavours: “God was with David.” ” David walked with the Lord.”

And because of that, we also read this frequently repeated phrase, ”the House of David grew stronger and stronger, and the House of Saul grew weaker and weaker.”

The house of the down and out, the man who had no wealth or  political support, nothing but the Lord, grew stronger and stronger, while the house of the King, with wealth, power,  courtiers, an army, sycophants and tax revenue grows weaker and weaker.

Because David walked with God. Because God was with David.

* * *

I was electrified by the study. I was depressed when I prepared the study, creatively blocked, not writing at all, miserable in the large charismatic, rather toxic, Oxford church I then attended, and overworking at my own business which was suddenly and overwhelmingly taking off.

I wasn’t where I wanted to be in external, visible terms. Inwardly though, I was seeking God, seeking to hear his voice, to rest in his presence and love, to grow fat on his word, and to align my life with him. And I realised forcibly that what matters is your trajectory, where you are going, not where you currently are.    

As long as I was walking with God in humility and repentance, seeking his blessing, trying to do his will, continually revising my life when I realised I was not aligned with him, then, if it pleased him, “my house” like David’s, would “grow stronger and stronger.”

So be it, Lord. Amen.

* * *

When we play the deadly, destructive, dispiriting game of comparisons, we often compare our beginning or mid games, let’s say in blogging or writing, with other people’s end games and feel dissatisfied.

But what we really need to look at is our trajectory. If it’s healthy, we will eventually, inevitably, be okay. And if it is not satisfactory, we need to seek God. Repent where we need to repent, change where we need to change. And walk with God upwards into the light.

Whether we are seeking to lose weight, or to establish a blog, or a business, don’t get discouraged about where you are. Look at your trajectory. It’s that’s good, you’ll be okay. If your trajectory is disheartening, but you are walking with God, you will be okay too.

* * *

Wherever you are today in your life and career, walk with God. Ask him to reveal his ideas, plans and strategy to you, and align your writing, your blogging, your finances and your life with his ideas. And then, as you walk with God, you too will grow stronger and stronger, because you will be walking with God, and God with you.

Filed Under: In which I play in the fields of Scripture Tagged With: David, Saul, Trajectories

Random Kindness and Senseless Acts of Beauty: The Good Samaritan

By Anita Mathias

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 In a quid pro quo world, he stands out. 

The Samaritan who helps the wounded man

From a race which despised him.

Going out of his way

And out of pocket

For a man he did not know,

Who could not repay him

Whom he might never meet again.

 

And what did he gain from

This random kindness and senseless act of beauty?

 

Not money, he landed up out of pocket

Not time, he lavished it.

Just random things:

An immortality in our collective memory,

Becoming a living inspiration,

Eternal Life.

 

But especially, he got to be a Son of God.

And if you do good to those who are good to you,

what credit is that to you? Even sinners do that. 

 But love your enemies, do good to them,

and lend to them without expecting to get anything back.

 Then your reward will be great,

and you will be children of the Most High,

because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked. (Luke 6:33)

 

He got to be a Son of God most high

And all the blessings of his Father’s household:

Protection, abundance,

Peace, joy–and a smile

Were his.

 

Who is my neighbour?

Whom should I help?

Helping those who have helped me,

Or will help me, is a despicable calculation, Lord.

 

Within my limitations of time, calling and energy,

Let me open my hands wide, Lord

As you do, generously,

Letting your sun shine

And our rain fall lavishly, on everyone,

For lavishness is your nature.

 

Change my heart, oh Lord.

Filed Under: In which I play in the fields of Scripture

Equal Opportunity Blessings which Persist when all else is Lost

By Anita Mathias

The Letter to the Ephesians opens with rapturous praise to God who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in Christ. Who has lavished the riches of God’s grace on us.
Reading it in a modern paraphrase like The Message or The New Living Bible captures Paul’s ecstatic gratitude and thanksgiving–for what remains when everything is lost
Astonishingly, Paul wrote the Letter to the Ephesians from prison.
Let’s imagine ourselves in a primitive prison, bereft of everything all material and tangible blessings, save life.
* We have lost all the money we ever had.
* Own no home
* Have lost the possessions of a lifetime
* Are separated from all our friends and family
* Our books are taken away; we have little mental stimulation.
* Not only do we have no power or influence over others, but our life and comfort is totally in other people’s power.
* Even our health is no longer under our control—we eat what, and how much we are given; cannot control the temperature, our bedding, sleep, routine, or the cleanliness of our surroundings or even our access to fresh air and pure water or food. We probably have no access to exercise
We have nothing.
Or to read the Letter to the Ephesians: We have everything. Every spiritual blessing in Christ (Eph 1:3). The riches of God’s grace which he lavishes on us (Eph 1:7).
What are these riches lavished on the one who had nothing?
The “every spiritual blessing” given to the one who had few visible earthly blessings?
What might we find to be grateful about if we were in prison, like Paul, bereft of all earthly goods?
1) We would have the presence of the Holy Spirit, the joy-giver, who gives us joy better than corn or new wine. (Ps 4:7). We would have his comfort.
2) Christ shed his blood, sacrificially, to redeem us; we are now the adopted children of the Most High God.
And so we would have hope. Hope that our present sufferings might end, but we would also know that he has put eternity in our hearts, and that we will be with him in eternity
3) As he is with us here. We would know that Christ was intimately present with us, in prison. In fact, we would have a best friend with us in solitary confinement.
4) We would have someone to talk to and we would have the gift of prayer. The Spirit himself would help us in our weakness, and we would be able to talk to Christ in tongues, if we were Paul. When we were bored, or sleepless, we would pray, and we would know our prayers are heard. We would be comforted.
4B) We would have the great gift of worshipping God even in prison.
5) And what would we pray about?
We would thank God for his past goodness to us, his present presence with us; we would thank him for all that was good in our present straitened circumstances, and for the character he was forging in us.
6)We would have faith and trust, that God would give us the grace we needed in our hour of need, and that we could trust him for our future.
7) We would have the gift of the teaching of the Lord Jesus, statements like
·      * Do not worry about anything at all. God will care for me like he cares for the lilies
·      * Do not let your hearts be troubled
·      * Forgive, and do not resist evil.
·      * Do not fear him who destroys the body, but cannot touch the soul.
·      These teachings would be an antidote against anxiety
8 ) We should have the spirit-enabled gift of forgiveness and the deep relief it brings. This would help safe-guard our souls against bitterness.
9) We would have the peace of God, which transcends understanding guarding our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.
These spiritual gifts were enough for Paul to write, “Rejoice in the Lord always, again I say Rejoice.” (Phil 4:4)
Is all this theological? Yes. Abstract, yes
As Christians down the ages have found, when you have little else, when all other idols fail, theology becomes exceedingly real.
Spiritual life and real life merge and become one, as in fact they always are. Our spiritual blessings are the realest blessings.
Let me never forget to pray for earthly temporal blessings, and to thank you for them, Lord, but let me not forget the realest blessings are those which endure when the music fades, and all is stripped away.
Then we return to the heart of worship, in a mansion or a dungeon. And it’s all about you Jesus.
 
And since, in fact, I am not in prison, but am surrounded by the goodness and mercy of God, oh Lord help me to be as joyful, as peaceful, and as grateful as Paul was in the Mamertine Dungeon.

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Hi Friends, I have taped a meditation; do listen a Hi Friends, I have taped a meditation; do listen at this link: https://anitamathias.com/2025/04/08/the-kingdom-of-god-is-here-already-yet-not-yet-here-2/
It’s on the Kingdom of God, of which Christ so often spoke, which is here already—a mysterious, shimmering internal palace in which, in lightning flashes, we experience peace and joy, and yet, of course, not yet fully here. We sense the rainbowed presence of Christ in the song which pulses through creation. Christ strolls into our rooms with his wisdom and guidance, and things change. Our prayers are answered; we are healed; our hearts are strangely warmed. Sometimes.
And yet, we also experience evil within & all around us. Our own sin which can shatter our peace and the trajectory of our lives. And the sins of the world—its greed, dishonesty and environmental destruction.
But in this broken world, we still experience the glory of creation; “coincidences” which accelerate once we start praying, and shalom which envelops us like sudden sunshine. The portals into this Kingdom include repentance, gratitude, meditative breathing, and absolute surrender.
The Kingdom of God is here already. We can experience its beauty, peace and joy today through the presence of the Holy Spirit. But yet, since, in the Apostle Paul’s words, we do not struggle only “against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the unseen powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil,” its fullness still lingers…
Our daughter Zoe was ordained into the Church of E Our daughter Zoe was ordained into the Church of England in June. I have been on a social media break… but … better late than never. Enjoy!
First picture has my sister, Shalini, who kindly flew in from the US. Our lovely cousins Anthony and Sarah flank Zoe in the next picture.
The Bishop of London, Sarah Mullaly, ordained Zoe. You can see her praying that Zoe will be filled with the Holy Spirit!!
And here’s a meditation I’ve recorded, which you might enjoy. The link is also in my profile
https://anitamathias.com/2024/11/07/all-those-who-exalt-themselves-will-be-humbled-the-humble-will-be-exalted/
I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Ma I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Matthew 23, “For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.”
Do listen here. https://anitamathias.com/2024/11/07/all-those-who-exalt-themselves-will-be-humbled-the-humble-will-be-exalted/
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And so, Jesus states a law of life. Those who broadcast their amazingness will be humbled, since God dislikes—scorns that, as much as people do.  For to trumpet our success, wealth, brilliance, giftedness or popularity is to get distracted from our life’s purpose into worthless activity. Those who love power, who are sure they know best, and who must be the best, will eventually be humbled by God and life. For their focus has shifted from loving God, doing good work, and being a blessing to their family, friends, and the world towards impressing others, being enviable, perhaps famous. These things are houses built on sand, which will crumble when hammered by the waves of old age, infirmity or adversity. 
God resists the proud, Scripture tells us—those who crave the admiration and power which is His alone. So how do we resist pride? We slow down, so that we realise (and repent) when sheer pride sparks our allergies to people, our enmities, our determination to have our own way, or our grandiose ego-driven goals, and ambitions. Once we stop chasing limelight, a great quietness steals over our lives. We no longer need the drug of continual achievement, or to share images of glittering travel, parties, prizes or friends. We just enjoy them quietly. My life is for itself & not for a spectacle, Emerson wrote. And, as Jesus advises, we quit sharp-elbowing ourselves to sit with the shiniest people, but are content to hang out with ordinary people; and then, as Jesus said, we will inevitably, eventually, be summoned higher to the sparkling conversation we craved. 
One day, every knee will bow before the gentle lamb who was slain, now seated on the throne. We will all be silent before him. Let us live gently then, our eyes on Christ, continually asking for his power, his Spirit, and his direction, moving, dancing, in the direction that we sense him move.
Link to new podcast in Bio https://anitamathias.co Link to new podcast in Bio https://anitamathias.com/2024/02/20/how-jesus-dealt-with-hostility-and-enemies/
3 days before his death, Jesus rampages through the commercialised temple, overturning the tables of moneychangers. Who gave you the authority to do these things? his outraged adversaries ask. And Jesus shows us how to answer hostile questions. Slow down. Breathe. Quick arrow prayers!
Your enemies have no power over your life that your Father has not permitted them. Ask your Father for wisdom, remembering: Questions do not need to be answered. Are these questioners worthy of the treasures of your heart? Or would that be feeding pearls to hungry pigs, who might instead devour you?
Questions can contain pitfalls, traps, nooses. Jesus directly answered just three of the 183 questions he was asked, refusing to answer some; answering others with a good question.
But how do we get the inner calm and wisdom to recognise
and sidestep entrapping questions? Long before the day of
testing, practice slow, easy breathing, and tune in to the frequency of the Father. There’s no record of Jesus running, rushing, getting stressed, or lacking peace. He never spoke on his own, he told us, without checking in with the Father. So, no foolish, ill-judged statements. Breathing in the wisdom of the Father beside and within him, he, unintimidated, traps the trappers.
Wisdom begins with training ourselves to slow down and ask
the Father for guidance. Then our calm minds, made perceptive, will help us recognise danger and trick questions, even those coated in flattery, and sidestep them or refuse to answer.
We practice tuning in to heavenly wisdom by practising–asking God questions, and then listening for his answers about the best way to do simple things…organise a home or write. Then, we build upwards, asking for wisdom in more complex things.
Listening for the voice of God before we speak, and asking for a filling of the Spirit, which Jesus calls streams of living water within us, will give us wisdom to know what to say, which, frequently, is nothing at all. It will quieten us with the silence of God, which sings through the world, through sun and stars, sky and flowers.
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And since, I’m on social media, if you are the meditating type, here’s a scriptural meditation on not being afraid, while being prudent. https://anitamathias.com/2024/01/03/do-not-be-afraid-but-do-be-prudent/
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Do Not Be Afraid, but Do Be Prudent
“Do not be afraid,” a dream-angel tells Joseph, to marry Mary, who’s pregnant, though a virgin, for in our magical, God-invaded world, the Spirit has placed God in her. Call the baby Jesus, or The Lord saves, for he will drag people free from the chokehold of their sins.
And Joseph is not afraid. And the angel was right, for a star rose, signalling a new King of the Jews. Astrologers followed it, threatening King Herod, whose chief priests recounted Micah’s 600-year-old prophecy: the Messiah would be born in Bethlehem, as Jesus had just been, while his parents from Nazareth registered for Augustus Caesar’s census of the entire Roman world. 
The Magi worshipped the baby, offering gold. And shepherds came, told by an angel of joy: that the Messiah, a saviour from all that oppresses, had just been born.
Then, suddenly, the dream-angel warned: Flee with the child to Egypt. For Herod plans to kill this baby, forever-King.
Do not be afraid, but still flee? Become a refugee? But lightning-bolt coincidences verified the angel’s first words: The magi with gold for the flight. Shepherds
telling of angels singing of coming inner peace. Joseph flees.
What’s the difference between fear and prudence? Fear is being frozen or panicked by imaginary what-ifs. It tenses our bodies; strains health, sleep and relationships; makes us stingy with ourselves & others; leads to overwork, & time wasted doing pointless things for fear of people’s opinions.
Prudence is wisdom-using our experience & spiritual discernment as we battle the demonic forces of this dark world, in Paul’s phrase.It’s fighting with divinely powerful weapons: truth, righteousness, faith, Scripture & prayer, while surrendering our thoughts to Christ. 
So let’s act prudently, wisely & bravely, silencing fear, while remaining alert to God’s guidance, delivered through inner peace or intuitions of danger and wrongness, our spiritual senses tuned to the Spirit’s “No,” his “Slow,” his “Go,” as cautious as a serpent, protected, while being as gentle as a lamb among wolves.
Link to post with podcast link in Bio or https://a Link to post with podcast link in Bio or https://anitamathias.com/2023/09/22/dont-walk-away-from-jesus-but-if-you-do-he-still-looks-at-you-and-loves-you/
Jesus came from a Kingdom of voluntary gentleness, in which
Christ, the Lion of Judah, stands at the centre of the throne in the guise of a lamb, looking as if it had been slain. No wonder his disciples struggled with his counter-cultural values. Oh, and we too!
The mother of the Apostles James and John, asks Jesus for a favour—that once He became King, her sons got the most important, prestigious seats at court, on his right and left. And the other ten, who would have liked the fame, glory, power,limelight and honour themselves are indignant and threatened.
Oh-oh, Jesus says. Who gets five talents, who gets one,
who gets great wealth and success, who doesn’t–that the
Father controls. Don’t waste your one precious and fleeting
life seeking to lord it over others or boss them around.
But, in his wry kindness, he offers the ambitious twelve
and us something better than the second or third place.
He tells us how to actually be the most important person to
others at work, in our friend group, social circle, or church:Use your talents, gifts, and energy to bless others.
And we instinctively know Jesus is right. The greatest people in our lives are the kind people who invested in us, guided us and whose wise, radiant words are engraved on our hearts.
Wanting to sit with the cleverest, most successful, most famous people is the path of restlessness and discontent. The competition is vast. But seek to see people, to listen intently, to be kind, to empathise, and doors fling wide open for you, you rare thing!
The greatest person is the one who serves, Jesus says. Serves by using the one, two, or five talents God has given us to bless others, by finding a place where our deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet. By writing which is a blessing, hospitality, walking with a sad friend, tidying a house.
And that is the only greatness worth having. That you yourself,your life and your work are a blessing to others. That the love and wisdom God pours into you lives in people’s hearts and minds, a blessing
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So Jesus makes a beautiful offer to the earnest, moral young man who came to him, seeking a spiritual life. Remarkably, the young man claims that he has kept all the commandments from his youth, including the command to love one’s neighbour as oneself, a statement Jesus does not challenge.
The challenge Jesus does offers him, however, the man cannot accept—to sell his vast possessions, give the money to the poor, and follow Jesus encumbered.
He leaves, grieving, and Jesus looks at him, loves him, and famously observes that it’s easier for a camel to squeeze through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to live in the world of wonders which is living under Christ’s kingship, guidance and protection. 
He reassures his dismayed disciples, however, that with God even the treasure-burdened can squeeze into God’s kingdom, “for with God, all things are possible.”
Following him would quite literally mean walking into a world of daily wonders, and immensely rich conversation, walking through Israel, Lebanon, Syria, and Jordan, quite impossible to do with suitcases and backpacks laden with treasure. 
For what would we reject God’s specific, internally heard whisper or directive, a micro-call? That is the idol which currently grips and possesses us. 
Not all of us have great riches, nor is money everyone’s greatest temptation—it can be success, fame, universal esteem, you name it…
But, since with God all things are possible, even those who waver in their pursuit of God can still experience him in fits and snatches, find our spirits singing on a walk or during worship in church, or find our hearts strangely warmed by Scripture, and, sometimes, even “see” Christ stand before us. 
For Christ looks at us, Christ loves us, and says, “With God, all things are possible,” even we, the flawed, entering his beautiful Kingdom.
https://anitamathias.com/2023/09/07/how-to-find-th https://anitamathias.com/2023/09/07/how-to-find-the-freedom-of-forgiveness/
How to Find the Freedom of Forgiveness
Letting go on anger and forgiving is both an emotional transaction & a decision of the will. We discover we cannot command our emotions to forgive and relinquish anger. So how do we find the space and clarity of forgiveness in our mind, spirit & emotions?
When tormenting memories surface, our cortisol, adrenaline, blood pressure, and heart rate all rise. It’s good to take a literally quick walk with Jesus, to calm this neurological and physiological storm. And then honestly name these emotions… for feelings buried alive never die.
Then, in a process called “the healing of memories,” mentally visualise the painful scene, seeing Christ himself there, his eyes brimming with compassion. Ask Christ to heal the sting, to draw the poison from these memories of experiences. We are caterpillars in a ring of fire, as Martin Luther wrote--unable to rescue ourselves. We need help from above.
Accept what happened. What happened, happened. Then, as the Apostle Paul advises, give thanks in everything, though not for everything. Give thanks because God can bring good out of the swindle and the injustice. Ask him to bring magic and beauty from the ashes.
If, like the persistent widow Jesus spoke of, you want to pray for justice--that the swindler and the abusers’ characters are revealed, so many are protected, then do so--but first, purify your own life.
And now, just forgive. Say aloud, I forgive you for … You are setting a captive free. Yourself. Come alive. Be free. 
And when memories of deep injuries arise, say: “No. No. Not going there.” Stop repeating the devastating story to yourself or anyone else. Don’t waste your time & emotional energy, nor let yourself be overwhelmed by anger at someone else’s evil actions. Don’t let the past poison today. Refuse to allow reinjury. Deliberately think instead of things noble, lovely, admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy.
So keep trying, in obedience, to forgive, to let go of your anger until you suddenly realise that you have forgiven, and can remember past events without agitation. God be with us!
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