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My Son, in Whom I am Well-Pleased, Matthew 3, 4, Day 6. Jan 6.

By Anita Mathias



Matthew 3

 7 But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees coming to where he was baptizing, he said to them: “You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the coming wrath? 


LOL! Now, I am not sure if that is an appropriate Biblical comment, but really LOL! Would you want to be the one to so address the religious establishment of your day, “You brood of vipers.” A hissing nest of people, whose very nature is to sting.


One of the first imperatives of every institution is to guarantee its preservation and continuance. One of the urgent imperatives of those with an unconverted or partially-converted heart who have power, civil or religious, is to hold on to that power. Preserve the status quo.


So, do we address them as a “brood of vipers,” and have our heads presented to Salome on a platter?


The prophetic calling—truth-telling– is both a gift and a burden. Truth-telling needs to be tempered by hearing God’s directive to tell the truth. Because not every truth needs to be told.


Telling truth is a double-edged sword. The Pharisees would gladly have had his head on a platter. But the people loved him.


8 Produce fruit in keeping with repentance. 


Repentance is the key to entering the Kingdom. Not just when we are first converted, but it is indeed the key to keep stepping into the Kingdom of God—the Kingdom of peace and joy–on a daily basis.

Daily repentance whether dramatic 180 shifts in direction, or tiny tweaks of mind and heart.  


9 And do not think you can say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our father.’ I tell you that out of these stones God can raise up children for Abraham. 


And he does. All those who have entered God’s kingdom by faith are children of Abraham who entered that Kingdom by faith, as Paul explains.


10 The axe is already at the root of the trees, and every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire.

 11 “I baptize you withwater for repentance. But after me comes one who is more powerful than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.


The continuing Baptism in the Holy Spirit is the greatest transformer of personality that I know.


If you have not known it, or known it in its fullness, seek it, and keep seeking it.


I have had an early experience of the Baptism of the Spirit, accompanied by the gift of tongues in my teens. But there is so, so much more I long to know and discover of the fullness of the Spirit.
To have more of God’s spirit fill me is, in fact, my most urgent felt need.


According to the ESV Study Bible, the Baptism of Fire is the experience of purifying fire all Christians have to go through. No kidding!


 12 His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor, gathering his wheat into the barn and burning up the chaff with unquenchable fire.”


 13 Then Jesus came from Galilee to the Jordan to be baptized by John. 


This is what I so, so love about Jesus—his total freedom from concern about status, position, and importance. He is “tomorrow’s man” in R.T. Kendall’s phrase; his ministry is going to exponentially surpass John’s and everyone else’s.  And he knows it!


 Why does he ask John to baptize him? Among other things, he is endorsing John’s ministry, message and mission.


And what about highlighting the importance of your own precious, beautiful ministry, Jesus? 

He leaves that to his Heavenly Father. 


14 But John tried to deter him, saying, “I need to be baptized by you, and do you come to me?”


 15 Jesus replied, “Let it be so now; it is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness.” Then John consented.


 16 As soon as Jesus was baptized, he went up out of the water. At that moment heaven was opened, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting on him. 17 And a voice from heaven said, “This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased.”


And here is a beautiful mountain-top experience. Heaven opens. The spirit of God descends.


And God says, I love you. I am well pleased with you.


As believers in Jesus, this is our reality. We are God’s children. He loves us. He is well pleased with us, as we are in our infants and toddlers, no matter the mess, and tears and sleepless nights and wrecked interiors.


Enter this reality in your times with God.


Heaven opens over you.


The Spirit of God descends and alights on you.


And a voice from heaven says, This is my child, whom I love.

I am well pleased with her.


It takes a while for our hearts to really get it, doesn’t it? For it to become our reality!



Matthew 4

  1 Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be temptedby the devil. 

And that is exactly how the Spirit deals with us today. 

Moments of exaltation, of high spiritual experience and excitation are followed, almost predictably, by the wilderness, by temptation.

So it is wise to be prepared for temptation after sweet and intense experiences with and of God.


On a psychological level, it could be seen as a natural reaction of over-excited, over-stretched nerves.


However, this is a continual pattern in Scripture. The strengthening and insight and joy of mountain-top experiences are followed by tough wilderness experiences, when temptation comes straight at us, leaping at our throats.


2 After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. 

Forty days, the Biblical period of spiritual transformation.


3 The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.”

Use your spiritual power to meet your own needs exclusively, without reference to your heavenly Father.


 4 Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.”


Jesus fights temptation with quoting Scripture (Deuteronomy each time). How intimately he knew it.


And it is true, of course. Bread, physical nourishment, the things of this earth, simply do not keep us alive and happy. And perhaps it takes having everything you need and want to know this is absolutely true.


So what is food for our hungry, thirsty, restless spirits?


The word of God.


I am going to feast on it over the next few years, because I have a hungry, thirsty, restless spirit, which can no longer live on just bread, or the good things of this earth.


 5 Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. 6 “If you are the Son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down. For it is written:

   “‘He will command his angels concerning you,
   and they will lift you up in their hands,
   so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.’”


Another temptation. To show off.  


Show off your spiritual powers, abilities and specialness.


If Satan judged this to be a strong enough temptation to entice the Son of God, how much more will he tempt us to show off and posturize.


How will this temptation strike us? It will probably be in line with our own spiritual gifts. Prophets will show off their ability to hear the word of God; teachers will be tempted to teach more to show off their cleverness than for any good it might do; leaders will be tempted to created big flashy programs to make people admire and envy them rather than to serve people. And writers and bloggers??


 7 Jesus answered him, “It is also written: ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’”


Do not deliberately do foolish things, relying on God’s protection.


 8 Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendour. 


Wow, who could resist this one? The Son of God could!


9 “All this I will give you,” he said, “if you will bow down and worship me.”


Satan speaks to us and tempts us through our own minds. He is described as a liar, and the father of lies (John 8:44).  As the ESV Study Bible notes, Satan did not, in fact, have the power to give Jesus all the kingdoms of the world, and their splendour.


The persuasive logic with which our temptations comes us, with their false promises of happiness are almost always false. False—and illusions from a liar, and the Father of lies.


10 Jesus said to him, “Away from me, Satan! For it is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.’”


And this is indeed the great battle for a Christian.


To love God, and serve him with our whole hearts.


Our idolatrous hearts, which can be described as idol-factories, rapidly making idols of money, success, sex, pleasure, travel, praise, social position, reputation, our houses, our appearance, you name it….


 11 Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.


There is an end, there is an end to periods of temptation, the divided mind, the struggling vacillating soul. And when we come through on the other side, bruised but triumphant, God frequently sends angels to comfort us.


As they comforted the sweet triumphant son of God.


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It’s on the Kingdom of God, of which Christ so often spoke, which is here already—a mysterious, shimmering internal palace in which, in lightning flashes, we experience peace and joy, and yet, of course, not yet fully here. We sense the rainbowed presence of Christ in the song which pulses through creation. Christ strolls into our rooms with his wisdom and guidance, and things change. Our prayers are answered; we are healed; our hearts are strangely warmed. Sometimes.
And yet, we also experience evil within & all around us. Our own sin which can shatter our peace and the trajectory of our lives. And the sins of the world—its greed, dishonesty and environmental destruction.
But in this broken world, we still experience the glory of creation; “coincidences” which accelerate once we start praying, and shalom which envelops us like sudden sunshine. The portals into this Kingdom include repentance, gratitude, meditative breathing, and absolute surrender.
The Kingdom of God is here already. We can experience its beauty, peace and joy today through the presence of the Holy Spirit. But yet, since, in the Apostle Paul’s words, we do not struggle only “against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the unseen powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil,” its fullness still lingers…
Our daughter Zoe was ordained into the Church of E Our daughter Zoe was ordained into the Church of England in June. I have been on a social media break… but … better late than never. Enjoy!
First picture has my sister, Shalini, who kindly flew in from the US. Our lovely cousins Anthony and Sarah flank Zoe in the next picture.
The Bishop of London, Sarah Mullaly, ordained Zoe. You can see her praying that Zoe will be filled with the Holy Spirit!!
And here’s a meditation I’ve recorded, which you might enjoy. The link is also in my profile
https://anitamathias.com/2024/11/07/all-those-who-exalt-themselves-will-be-humbled-the-humble-will-be-exalted/
I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Ma I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Matthew 23, “For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.”
Do listen here. https://anitamathias.com/2024/11/07/all-those-who-exalt-themselves-will-be-humbled-the-humble-will-be-exalted/
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And so, Jesus states a law of life. Those who broadcast their amazingness will be humbled, since God dislikes—scorns that, as much as people do.  For to trumpet our success, wealth, brilliance, giftedness or popularity is to get distracted from our life’s purpose into worthless activity. Those who love power, who are sure they know best, and who must be the best, will eventually be humbled by God and life. For their focus has shifted from loving God, doing good work, and being a blessing to their family, friends, and the world towards impressing others, being enviable, perhaps famous. These things are houses built on sand, which will crumble when hammered by the waves of old age, infirmity or adversity. 
God resists the proud, Scripture tells us—those who crave the admiration and power which is His alone. So how do we resist pride? We slow down, so that we realise (and repent) when sheer pride sparks our allergies to people, our enmities, our determination to have our own way, or our grandiose ego-driven goals, and ambitions. Once we stop chasing limelight, a great quietness steals over our lives. We no longer need the drug of continual achievement, or to share images of glittering travel, parties, prizes or friends. We just enjoy them quietly. My life is for itself & not for a spectacle, Emerson wrote. And, as Jesus advises, we quit sharp-elbowing ourselves to sit with the shiniest people, but are content to hang out with ordinary people; and then, as Jesus said, we will inevitably, eventually, be summoned higher to the sparkling conversation we craved. 
One day, every knee will bow before the gentle lamb who was slain, now seated on the throne. We will all be silent before him. Let us live gently then, our eyes on Christ, continually asking for his power, his Spirit, and his direction, moving, dancing, in the direction that we sense him move.
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3 days before his death, Jesus rampages through the commercialised temple, overturning the tables of moneychangers. Who gave you the authority to do these things? his outraged adversaries ask. And Jesus shows us how to answer hostile questions. Slow down. Breathe. Quick arrow prayers!
Your enemies have no power over your life that your Father has not permitted them. Ask your Father for wisdom, remembering: Questions do not need to be answered. Are these questioners worthy of the treasures of your heart? Or would that be feeding pearls to hungry pigs, who might instead devour you?
Questions can contain pitfalls, traps, nooses. Jesus directly answered just three of the 183 questions he was asked, refusing to answer some; answering others with a good question.
But how do we get the inner calm and wisdom to recognise
and sidestep entrapping questions? Long before the day of
testing, practice slow, easy breathing, and tune in to the frequency of the Father. There’s no record of Jesus running, rushing, getting stressed, or lacking peace. He never spoke on his own, he told us, without checking in with the Father. So, no foolish, ill-judged statements. Breathing in the wisdom of the Father beside and within him, he, unintimidated, traps the trappers.
Wisdom begins with training ourselves to slow down and ask
the Father for guidance. Then our calm minds, made perceptive, will help us recognise danger and trick questions, even those coated in flattery, and sidestep them or refuse to answer.
We practice tuning in to heavenly wisdom by practising–asking God questions, and then listening for his answers about the best way to do simple things…organise a home or write. Then, we build upwards, asking for wisdom in more complex things.
Listening for the voice of God before we speak, and asking for a filling of the Spirit, which Jesus calls streams of living water within us, will give us wisdom to know what to say, which, frequently, is nothing at all. It will quieten us with the silence of God, which sings through the world, through sun and stars, sky and flowers.
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And since, I’m on social media, if you are the meditating type, here’s a scriptural meditation on not being afraid, while being prudent. https://anitamathias.com/2024/01/03/do-not-be-afraid-but-do-be-prudent/
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Do Not Be Afraid, but Do Be Prudent
“Do not be afraid,” a dream-angel tells Joseph, to marry Mary, who’s pregnant, though a virgin, for in our magical, God-invaded world, the Spirit has placed God in her. Call the baby Jesus, or The Lord saves, for he will drag people free from the chokehold of their sins.
And Joseph is not afraid. And the angel was right, for a star rose, signalling a new King of the Jews. Astrologers followed it, threatening King Herod, whose chief priests recounted Micah’s 600-year-old prophecy: the Messiah would be born in Bethlehem, as Jesus had just been, while his parents from Nazareth registered for Augustus Caesar’s census of the entire Roman world. 
The Magi worshipped the baby, offering gold. And shepherds came, told by an angel of joy: that the Messiah, a saviour from all that oppresses, had just been born.
Then, suddenly, the dream-angel warned: Flee with the child to Egypt. For Herod plans to kill this baby, forever-King.
Do not be afraid, but still flee? Become a refugee? But lightning-bolt coincidences verified the angel’s first words: The magi with gold for the flight. Shepherds
telling of angels singing of coming inner peace. Joseph flees.
What’s the difference between fear and prudence? Fear is being frozen or panicked by imaginary what-ifs. It tenses our bodies; strains health, sleep and relationships; makes us stingy with ourselves & others; leads to overwork, & time wasted doing pointless things for fear of people’s opinions.
Prudence is wisdom-using our experience & spiritual discernment as we battle the demonic forces of this dark world, in Paul’s phrase.It’s fighting with divinely powerful weapons: truth, righteousness, faith, Scripture & prayer, while surrendering our thoughts to Christ. 
So let’s act prudently, wisely & bravely, silencing fear, while remaining alert to God’s guidance, delivered through inner peace or intuitions of danger and wrongness, our spiritual senses tuned to the Spirit’s “No,” his “Slow,” his “Go,” as cautious as a serpent, protected, while being as gentle as a lamb among wolves.
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Jesus came from a Kingdom of voluntary gentleness, in which
Christ, the Lion of Judah, stands at the centre of the throne in the guise of a lamb, looking as if it had been slain. No wonder his disciples struggled with his counter-cultural values. Oh, and we too!
The mother of the Apostles James and John, asks Jesus for a favour—that once He became King, her sons got the most important, prestigious seats at court, on his right and left. And the other ten, who would have liked the fame, glory, power,limelight and honour themselves are indignant and threatened.
Oh-oh, Jesus says. Who gets five talents, who gets one,
who gets great wealth and success, who doesn’t–that the
Father controls. Don’t waste your one precious and fleeting
life seeking to lord it over others or boss them around.
But, in his wry kindness, he offers the ambitious twelve
and us something better than the second or third place.
He tells us how to actually be the most important person to
others at work, in our friend group, social circle, or church:Use your talents, gifts, and energy to bless others.
And we instinctively know Jesus is right. The greatest people in our lives are the kind people who invested in us, guided us and whose wise, radiant words are engraved on our hearts.
Wanting to sit with the cleverest, most successful, most famous people is the path of restlessness and discontent. The competition is vast. But seek to see people, to listen intently, to be kind, to empathise, and doors fling wide open for you, you rare thing!
The greatest person is the one who serves, Jesus says. Serves by using the one, two, or five talents God has given us to bless others, by finding a place where our deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet. By writing which is a blessing, hospitality, walking with a sad friend, tidying a house.
And that is the only greatness worth having. That you yourself,your life and your work are a blessing to others. That the love and wisdom God pours into you lives in people’s hearts and minds, a blessing
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So Jesus makes a beautiful offer to the earnest, moral young man who came to him, seeking a spiritual life. Remarkably, the young man claims that he has kept all the commandments from his youth, including the command to love one’s neighbour as oneself, a statement Jesus does not challenge.
The challenge Jesus does offers him, however, the man cannot accept—to sell his vast possessions, give the money to the poor, and follow Jesus encumbered.
He leaves, grieving, and Jesus looks at him, loves him, and famously observes that it’s easier for a camel to squeeze through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to live in the world of wonders which is living under Christ’s kingship, guidance and protection. 
He reassures his dismayed disciples, however, that with God even the treasure-burdened can squeeze into God’s kingdom, “for with God, all things are possible.”
Following him would quite literally mean walking into a world of daily wonders, and immensely rich conversation, walking through Israel, Lebanon, Syria, and Jordan, quite impossible to do with suitcases and backpacks laden with treasure. 
For what would we reject God’s specific, internally heard whisper or directive, a micro-call? That is the idol which currently grips and possesses us. 
Not all of us have great riches, nor is money everyone’s greatest temptation—it can be success, fame, universal esteem, you name it…
But, since with God all things are possible, even those who waver in their pursuit of God can still experience him in fits and snatches, find our spirits singing on a walk or during worship in church, or find our hearts strangely warmed by Scripture, and, sometimes, even “see” Christ stand before us. 
For Christ looks at us, Christ loves us, and says, “With God, all things are possible,” even we, the flawed, entering his beautiful Kingdom.
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How to Find the Freedom of Forgiveness
Letting go on anger and forgiving is both an emotional transaction & a decision of the will. We discover we cannot command our emotions to forgive and relinquish anger. So how do we find the space and clarity of forgiveness in our mind, spirit & emotions?
When tormenting memories surface, our cortisol, adrenaline, blood pressure, and heart rate all rise. It’s good to take a literally quick walk with Jesus, to calm this neurological and physiological storm. And then honestly name these emotions… for feelings buried alive never die.
Then, in a process called “the healing of memories,” mentally visualise the painful scene, seeing Christ himself there, his eyes brimming with compassion. Ask Christ to heal the sting, to draw the poison from these memories of experiences. We are caterpillars in a ring of fire, as Martin Luther wrote--unable to rescue ourselves. We need help from above.
Accept what happened. What happened, happened. Then, as the Apostle Paul advises, give thanks in everything, though not for everything. Give thanks because God can bring good out of the swindle and the injustice. Ask him to bring magic and beauty from the ashes.
If, like the persistent widow Jesus spoke of, you want to pray for justice--that the swindler and the abusers’ characters are revealed, so many are protected, then do so--but first, purify your own life.
And now, just forgive. Say aloud, I forgive you for … You are setting a captive free. Yourself. Come alive. Be free. 
And when memories of deep injuries arise, say: “No. No. Not going there.” Stop repeating the devastating story to yourself or anyone else. Don’t waste your time & emotional energy, nor let yourself be overwhelmed by anger at someone else’s evil actions. Don’t let the past poison today. Refuse to allow reinjury. Deliberately think instead of things noble, lovely, admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy.
So keep trying, in obedience, to forgive, to let go of your anger until you suddenly realise that you have forgiven, and can remember past events without agitation. God be with us!
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