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The Superlative Christian Books Which Have Most Influenced Me.

By Anita Mathias

A Praying Life: Connecting with God in a Distracting World

1 The Bible
2 The Imitation of Christ. I read it as a teenager in school, and again when I was a novice at Mother Teresa’s. Its thinking has influenced mine. It is a book of pure devotion to Christ for Christ’s sake, regardless of rewards which Thomas a Kempis did not expect or receive.
It has practical wisdom such as “Don’t be too hasty to change your situation for wherever you go you will take yourself and there you will find yourself.”
That advice has helped me to stick it out in numerous times of discontent, if I have sinned too. When I experienced unfairness and injustice at a church, for instance, I stayed there for three additional years. I had sinned too, and it’s sometimes better to heal in the place of pain than take your pain with you to the next church. When I finally did leave, I left with a heart with a lot of love and a desire to bless, not the wounded, bitter, angry, vindictive heart I had when I first suffered injustice.
I love Kempis’ expression of absolute surrender here. Can it be said better?
2 When I was 17, I was not sure if God existed. And I was bored to death by Catholicism. During a curfew imposed because of religious riots in Jamshedpur, where I lived, I picked up Catherine Marshall’s lovely Beyond Ourselves and Something More.
It was a blueprint of the spiritual life. I read it, and then re-read it. Soon, I was going through the steps of committing one’s life to Christ. On 15th April, 1979, I became a Christian.
When I’ve been bored, passionless or stuck in my spiritual life, I’ve often turned to these two books, which I’ve read several times. Chapters have been very important to me, especially, “The Prayer that Makes Dreams Come True,” about praying the kind of big, daring prayer which really interests God.
When I applied to read English in Oxford from a small town in India, and was feverishly praying for admission and funding, I read and underlined and practised that chapter again and again! As I have at various junctures when I needed to dream and pray big to get out of small places!!
Catherine’s chapter on forgiveness, releasing the AUGHT against ANY is sweeping and purifying. Could Jesus have been more definite, more clear and sweeping than he was? Forgiveness as a life-style, the ultimate of positive thinking. Oh, help me God!!
3 The Cross and the Switchblade also happened to be in our house during that curfew. I was captivated by the power of God transforming the life of Bronx gangsters such as Nicky Cruz. In fact, I wanted to go to the Bronx and work with them, which was one of the many reasons I joined Mother Teresa’s convent, since her nuns worked there!! (And when I finally did land up in the Bronx a decade later, having got off the subway before Scarsdale where the cousin I was visiting lived—I was terrified!)
I love this story from the book: David Wilkerson used to watch TV from 11 to 1 every night. He wonders what would happen if he sold the TV and prayed instead. So he puts out a Gideon’s fleece : If the TV sells within 30 minutes of the ad appearing, he’ll sell it and pray for two hours every night. It did; he did.
Well, can you think of a more life-changing thing to do than pray for 2 hours a day? Me neither.
The other thing I LOVED was that David discovers his ministry though trial and error, false starts, making an idiot of himself, financial loss, failure and heartbreak.
Just because God is guiding us and we are praying does not mean we will stumble on the right path immediately. For God gives us experience, and forms our characters through all the generous, foolish things we embark on, convinced we are doing his will.
4 Here’s a strange book I love and which has shaped the external events of my life significantly. It was recommended by Catherine Marshall, who knew Clark, and went to his camps: I will Lift up Mine Eyes by Glenn Clark. I’ve written a little about my experience with it here but it deserves a whole post.
Clark guides you through the big prayers—for friends; for “opulence” and wealth, should you desire it; for creativity; for success and influence; for health, helping you to pray for these in a way that’s in tune with the Father’s heart. He points out that we are truly creative and can achieve our heart’s desires when we mount with hind’s feet to the high places, achieving an integration of mind, body, soul and spirit.

Many, many of the prayers I prayed as I went through Clark’s book have been answered!
5 The Celebration of Discipline. Again, a book I read early on in my Christian life, and have often re-read. I love and have been influenced by Foster’s ideas on prayer, silence, fasting, spiritual reading, simplicity, and holy leisure. A gem, like many of Richard Foster’s books.
6 C. S. Lewis– If I want to think about a right-brain subject like faith or sanctification or the Christian life in an analytical left-brain way, I turn to Lewis, who has already thought and spelled it out. I love Mere Christianity, The Four Loves, The Weight of Glory, and his books of essays, such as God in the Dock.
6B And for incisive, thoughtful, brilliant reflections on the spiritual life,
try Thomas Merton. Perhaps start with New Seeds of Contemplation. 

7 Prayer—Prayer has been one of the delights and most influential things in my life, and I love reading the books of bold and deep pray-ers. I love O Hallesby’s  lovely, deep book Prayer, and recently have been interested by Sun, Stand Still by Steven Furtick and am reading The Circle Maker by Mark Batterson. 


I was influenced in praying bigger by Wilkinson’s The Prayer of Jabez, a prayer I pray regularly when I find my life and (godly) influence stalled.
8 Memoir—Lewis’s Surprised by Joy, Thomas Merton’s Seven Story Mountain, Augustine’s surprisingly honest Confessions,and one I read recently, Grace Outpouring by Roy Godwin, founder of Fflad-y-Brenin.
Frederick Buechner memoirs Sacred Journey and Now and Then are prose melting into poetry. I also love his The Gospel as Tragedy, Comedy and Fairy Tale.
9 Other favourites—John Piper’s Desiring God, which rightly focuses on the joy in the Christian Life if we live it correctly.
10 The Pilgrim’s Progress. How often Bunyan gets it just right!! See his musings on The Valley of Humiliation.
11 Poetry. My thinking has also been shaped by the poems of Gerard Manley Hopkins who plumbs the heights and depths of the spiritual life!
 Father and fondler of heart thou hast wrung:
Hast thy dark descending and most art merciful then.
and George Macdonald’s exquisite Diary of an Old Soul.
12 The Holy Spirit—I will happily read of anyone’s adventures in chasing Him. I love Martyn Lloyd Jone’s Joy Unspeakable, about the Baptism in the Holy Spirit, and Simon Ponsonby’s More. Also Jim Cymbala’s Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire.
13 Best book on forgiveness as a lifestyle in difficult relationships—Jack Miller’s superb Come Back, Barbara
14 Simple Living—Doris Janzen’s amazingly inspiring Living more with Less. Just reading her ideas excites and stimulates me.
I love reading. Someone stop me before I ramble on!!
Tell me about some of your favourite spiritual books! Please!

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  1. Anita Mathias says

    July 7, 2012 at 10:25 am

    Hi NATE, Yes, Eldredge's books are rich and deep and important. I guess I didn't include them because I gulped them down rather than read them, and so they didn't influence me as much. I am listening to them on my iPod at the moment.

    JANTE, Yes, I read I Heard the Owl Call my Name in my late teens, and remember its feel, its mood, its sadness and beauty vividly. I need to re-read it. Thank you for reminding me of it.

  2. jante says

    July 7, 2012 at 9:55 am

    I Heard the Owl Call my Name- Margaret Craven, first read at a difficlut time in my journey to ordination and regualrly since including on my rpe-ordination retreat last week.

  3. Nate Pruitt says

    July 6, 2012 at 10:34 pm

    The Circle Maker by Batterson is probably the most influential book I have read this year. It helped me put together some things I was still not clear about after reading Cymbala's Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire (a few times), as well as Fresh Faith & Fresh Power. Those in conjunction with Chazown by Craig Groeschel had me asking the right questions. The Circle Maker helped me start praying the right prayers.

    Other books that have been deeply influential include D. Stephen Long's The Goodness of God, John Eldredge's Desire, The Practice of the Presence of God by Br. Lawrence & a few select sermons by John Wesley from the collection of volumes so titled.

  4. Anita Mathias says

    July 6, 2012 at 6:58 pm

    LA, I have gone through years in which I sped read books, rather than read them. YOu know, flicking through them & just reading paragraphs which grab me. I still do that more more books than I actually read word by word.

    You don't need to finish a book, just read the paragraphs which grab you. Michael Hyatt the blogger says publishing's dirty secret is that most books are at least twice as long as they need to be.

    I also started a reading recovery plan this year. http://networkedblogs.com/xyTMu. But if your plate's full; it's full. You WILL have more time as your son grows older.

    PENELOPE, you know I haven't read anything by Amy Carmichael, though a mentor gave me a book of her poetry. I will look her up, maybe start with the biography. And haven't heard of Isobel Kuhn. So, thank you so much.

    Thanks, MOLLIE. I don't remember reading Christy, based on Marshall's mother, I believe, but I feel I know it because she refers to it so much in her books and journals. Catherine's life is such a great example for me of writing in the middle of poverty, bereavement, housework, stressful step-kids etc. I suppose her faith carried her through!

  5. Miss Mollie says

    July 6, 2012 at 2:44 pm

    Julie is a fiction book, not as popular as Christy, but relative to my life. I never read Christy, but love the TV show.

  6. Penelope Swithinbank says

    July 6, 2012 at 2:10 pm

    So many of these resonate with me and were influential in my life. But I need to add all of Amy Carmichael's books, especially IF and HIS THOUGHTS SAID, HIS FATHER SAID. And then missionary biographies – Isobel Kuhn's memoirs and Elizabeth Elliott's biography of Amy Carmichael.
    Oh there are so many books! Book shelves of them in my study … Very hard to choose! And must no go back and read all those Catherine MArshall books again.

  7. Anita Mathias says

    July 6, 2012 at 1:46 pm

    MOLLIE, haven't read Julie. Should look it up. Catherine was so down to earth, and inspired so many people by her gift of “earthing” faith

    BELIEVER'S BRAIN–Yes, I loved Prayers of Life as a young woman, though now, little lingers in my brain!!

    Thanks, DAVID,

    MARGARET, I have the Carothers on my shelf, read it in my early Christian days, and should re-read it. Would love to read Practice of the Presence of God, also on my shelf. Haven't heard of the Father Heart of God, but experiencing it has been transformational for me. Must google it.

    Thanks much, HOLLY. Look forward to reading your book, which sounds fascinating!

  8. Holly Michael says

    July 6, 2012 at 4:43 am

    We've read and been influenced by a lot of the same books. My husband, from India, met mother Teresa, and she highly influenced him as a young seminarian. Thanka for sharing all these books. I'm saving this post and checking out all of these books you mentioned. Thanks. Holly.

  9. LA says

    July 6, 2012 at 3:03 am

    So, here's where I admit it…I don't read books. It's not that I'm not fond of reading – I used to all the time. However, I homeschool my special needs son and I have a part-time job teaching science, so I do a ton of reading for my job.

    It drives my poor daughter crazy – she is on her path to priesthood and she reads all the time and insists that I at least plow through GK Chesterton or Bonhoffer. I am sad to admit that I cannot.

    A while ago, a dear friend of mine and I were in a group discussion at our church regarding the 3-legged stool of piety, action and study. I admitted to the group that I just had no time to really digest good study material. After reading nearly all day for work, I just cannot keep my brain focused to read more for myself. This friend said to me “whenever you walk by the books, gently stroke them and tell them that you *will* read them someday…and right now, you are doing God's work in your family and community”.

    So, I started reading blogs as a way to study my faith. I read several each day at bedtime and when I wake up along with Mission St. Clare's Morning Prayer. It is all I can manage right now.

    Thank you all for your lists, I will continue buying these books, putting them on my bookshelf and caressing them gently as I walk by. I envy you who have time to enjoy these wonderful works of faith. With God's help, I *will* get a chance to read everything I want to.

  10. margaretkiaora says

    July 5, 2012 at 10:19 pm

    The Imitation of Christ by Thomas a Kempis is my No 1 after the Bible.
    Father Heart of God by Floyd McLung
    From Prison to Praise by Merlin
    Carothers
    The Practice of the Presence of God By Brother Lawrence
    Anything by Corrie Ten Boom

  11. David Keen says

    July 5, 2012 at 9:23 pm

    Celebration of Discipline would be up there for me too, and Cross and the Switchblade a key part of me becoming a Christian. Thanks for posting these, great to be reminded of what's out there.

  12. believersbrain.com says

    July 5, 2012 at 8:50 pm

    I have loved “Prayers of Life” by Michel Quoist ever since I first read it.

  13. Miss Mollie says

    July 5, 2012 at 7:17 pm

    Many of the ones on your list. I just bought a new one of sermons by John Wesley on the Holy Spirit that I think will be enlightening.
    I'm reading Cost of Discipleship by Dietrich Bonhoeffer, now.
    Catherine Marshall and many of her books have impacted me. Julie being the first of hers to influence my desire to write. A Man Called Peter and the books you mentioned.
    I read so many and they impact me while I'm reading them. I, too, love books.

  14. Anita Mathias says

    July 5, 2012 at 6:36 pm

    Thanks, Emma. Have read and loved Surprised by Joy, but not of the others:-)
    List-making sure is an easy post!

  15. Emma says

    July 5, 2012 at 6:32 pm

    Thanks Anita

    The Wounded Heart by Dan Allender
    Surprised by Joy and Till We Have Faces CS Lewis
    The Cross-centered Life CJ Mahaney

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It’s on the Kingdom of God, of which Christ so often spoke, which is here already—a mysterious, shimmering internal palace in which, in lightning flashes, we experience peace and joy, and yet, of course, not yet fully here. We sense the rainbowed presence of Christ in the song which pulses through creation. Christ strolls into our rooms with his wisdom and guidance, and things change. Our prayers are answered; we are healed; our hearts are strangely warmed. Sometimes.
And yet, we also experience evil within & all around us. Our own sin which can shatter our peace and the trajectory of our lives. And the sins of the world—its greed, dishonesty and environmental destruction.
But in this broken world, we still experience the glory of creation; “coincidences” which accelerate once we start praying, and shalom which envelops us like sudden sunshine. The portals into this Kingdom include repentance, gratitude, meditative breathing, and absolute surrender.
The Kingdom of God is here already. We can experience its beauty, peace and joy today through the presence of the Holy Spirit. But yet, since, in the Apostle Paul’s words, we do not struggle only “against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the unseen powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil,” its fullness still lingers…
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The Bishop of London, Sarah Mullaly, ordained Zoe. You can see her praying that Zoe will be filled with the Holy Spirit!!
And here’s a meditation I’ve recorded, which you might enjoy. The link is also in my profile
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I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Ma I have taped a meditation on Jesus statement in Matthew 23, “For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.”
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And so, Jesus states a law of life. Those who broadcast their amazingness will be humbled, since God dislikes—scorns that, as much as people do.  For to trumpet our success, wealth, brilliance, giftedness or popularity is to get distracted from our life’s purpose into worthless activity. Those who love power, who are sure they know best, and who must be the best, will eventually be humbled by God and life. For their focus has shifted from loving God, doing good work, and being a blessing to their family, friends, and the world towards impressing others, being enviable, perhaps famous. These things are houses built on sand, which will crumble when hammered by the waves of old age, infirmity or adversity. 
God resists the proud, Scripture tells us—those who crave the admiration and power which is His alone. So how do we resist pride? We slow down, so that we realise (and repent) when sheer pride sparks our allergies to people, our enmities, our determination to have our own way, or our grandiose ego-driven goals, and ambitions. Once we stop chasing limelight, a great quietness steals over our lives. We no longer need the drug of continual achievement, or to share images of glittering travel, parties, prizes or friends. We just enjoy them quietly. My life is for itself & not for a spectacle, Emerson wrote. And, as Jesus advises, we quit sharp-elbowing ourselves to sit with the shiniest people, but are content to hang out with ordinary people; and then, as Jesus said, we will inevitably, eventually, be summoned higher to the sparkling conversation we craved. 
One day, every knee will bow before the gentle lamb who was slain, now seated on the throne. We will all be silent before him. Let us live gently then, our eyes on Christ, continually asking for his power, his Spirit, and his direction, moving, dancing, in the direction that we sense him move.
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3 days before his death, Jesus rampages through the commercialised temple, overturning the tables of moneychangers. Who gave you the authority to do these things? his outraged adversaries ask. And Jesus shows us how to answer hostile questions. Slow down. Breathe. Quick arrow prayers!
Your enemies have no power over your life that your Father has not permitted them. Ask your Father for wisdom, remembering: Questions do not need to be answered. Are these questioners worthy of the treasures of your heart? Or would that be feeding pearls to hungry pigs, who might instead devour you?
Questions can contain pitfalls, traps, nooses. Jesus directly answered just three of the 183 questions he was asked, refusing to answer some; answering others with a good question.
But how do we get the inner calm and wisdom to recognise
and sidestep entrapping questions? Long before the day of
testing, practice slow, easy breathing, and tune in to the frequency of the Father. There’s no record of Jesus running, rushing, getting stressed, or lacking peace. He never spoke on his own, he told us, without checking in with the Father. So, no foolish, ill-judged statements. Breathing in the wisdom of the Father beside and within him, he, unintimidated, traps the trappers.
Wisdom begins with training ourselves to slow down and ask
the Father for guidance. Then our calm minds, made perceptive, will help us recognise danger and trick questions, even those coated in flattery, and sidestep them or refuse to answer.
We practice tuning in to heavenly wisdom by practising–asking God questions, and then listening for his answers about the best way to do simple things…organise a home or write. Then, we build upwards, asking for wisdom in more complex things.
Listening for the voice of God before we speak, and asking for a filling of the Spirit, which Jesus calls streams of living water within us, will give us wisdom to know what to say, which, frequently, is nothing at all. It will quieten us with the silence of God, which sings through the world, through sun and stars, sky and flowers.
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Do Not Be Afraid, but Do Be Prudent
“Do not be afraid,” a dream-angel tells Joseph, to marry Mary, who’s pregnant, though a virgin, for in our magical, God-invaded world, the Spirit has placed God in her. Call the baby Jesus, or The Lord saves, for he will drag people free from the chokehold of their sins.
And Joseph is not afraid. And the angel was right, for a star rose, signalling a new King of the Jews. Astrologers followed it, threatening King Herod, whose chief priests recounted Micah’s 600-year-old prophecy: the Messiah would be born in Bethlehem, as Jesus had just been, while his parents from Nazareth registered for Augustus Caesar’s census of the entire Roman world. 
The Magi worshipped the baby, offering gold. And shepherds came, told by an angel of joy: that the Messiah, a saviour from all that oppresses, had just been born.
Then, suddenly, the dream-angel warned: Flee with the child to Egypt. For Herod plans to kill this baby, forever-King.
Do not be afraid, but still flee? Become a refugee? But lightning-bolt coincidences verified the angel’s first words: The magi with gold for the flight. Shepherds
telling of angels singing of coming inner peace. Joseph flees.
What’s the difference between fear and prudence? Fear is being frozen or panicked by imaginary what-ifs. It tenses our bodies; strains health, sleep and relationships; makes us stingy with ourselves & others; leads to overwork, & time wasted doing pointless things for fear of people’s opinions.
Prudence is wisdom-using our experience & spiritual discernment as we battle the demonic forces of this dark world, in Paul’s phrase.It’s fighting with divinely powerful weapons: truth, righteousness, faith, Scripture & prayer, while surrendering our thoughts to Christ. 
So let’s act prudently, wisely & bravely, silencing fear, while remaining alert to God’s guidance, delivered through inner peace or intuitions of danger and wrongness, our spiritual senses tuned to the Spirit’s “No,” his “Slow,” his “Go,” as cautious as a serpent, protected, while being as gentle as a lamb among wolves.
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Jesus came from a Kingdom of voluntary gentleness, in which
Christ, the Lion of Judah, stands at the centre of the throne in the guise of a lamb, looking as if it had been slain. No wonder his disciples struggled with his counter-cultural values. Oh, and we too!
The mother of the Apostles James and John, asks Jesus for a favour—that once He became King, her sons got the most important, prestigious seats at court, on his right and left. And the other ten, who would have liked the fame, glory, power,limelight and honour themselves are indignant and threatened.
Oh-oh, Jesus says. Who gets five talents, who gets one,
who gets great wealth and success, who doesn’t–that the
Father controls. Don’t waste your one precious and fleeting
life seeking to lord it over others or boss them around.
But, in his wry kindness, he offers the ambitious twelve
and us something better than the second or third place.
He tells us how to actually be the most important person to
others at work, in our friend group, social circle, or church:Use your talents, gifts, and energy to bless others.
And we instinctively know Jesus is right. The greatest people in our lives are the kind people who invested in us, guided us and whose wise, radiant words are engraved on our hearts.
Wanting to sit with the cleverest, most successful, most famous people is the path of restlessness and discontent. The competition is vast. But seek to see people, to listen intently, to be kind, to empathise, and doors fling wide open for you, you rare thing!
The greatest person is the one who serves, Jesus says. Serves by using the one, two, or five talents God has given us to bless others, by finding a place where our deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet. By writing which is a blessing, hospitality, walking with a sad friend, tidying a house.
And that is the only greatness worth having. That you yourself,your life and your work are a blessing to others. That the love and wisdom God pours into you lives in people’s hearts and minds, a blessing
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So Jesus makes a beautiful offer to the earnest, moral young man who came to him, seeking a spiritual life. Remarkably, the young man claims that he has kept all the commandments from his youth, including the command to love one’s neighbour as oneself, a statement Jesus does not challenge.
The challenge Jesus does offers him, however, the man cannot accept—to sell his vast possessions, give the money to the poor, and follow Jesus encumbered.
He leaves, grieving, and Jesus looks at him, loves him, and famously observes that it’s easier for a camel to squeeze through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to live in the world of wonders which is living under Christ’s kingship, guidance and protection. 
He reassures his dismayed disciples, however, that with God even the treasure-burdened can squeeze into God’s kingdom, “for with God, all things are possible.”
Following him would quite literally mean walking into a world of daily wonders, and immensely rich conversation, walking through Israel, Lebanon, Syria, and Jordan, quite impossible to do with suitcases and backpacks laden with treasure. 
For what would we reject God’s specific, internally heard whisper or directive, a micro-call? That is the idol which currently grips and possesses us. 
Not all of us have great riches, nor is money everyone’s greatest temptation—it can be success, fame, universal esteem, you name it…
But, since with God all things are possible, even those who waver in their pursuit of God can still experience him in fits and snatches, find our spirits singing on a walk or during worship in church, or find our hearts strangely warmed by Scripture, and, sometimes, even “see” Christ stand before us. 
For Christ looks at us, Christ loves us, and says, “With God, all things are possible,” even we, the flawed, entering his beautiful Kingdom.
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How to Find the Freedom of Forgiveness
Letting go on anger and forgiving is both an emotional transaction & a decision of the will. We discover we cannot command our emotions to forgive and relinquish anger. So how do we find the space and clarity of forgiveness in our mind, spirit & emotions?
When tormenting memories surface, our cortisol, adrenaline, blood pressure, and heart rate all rise. It’s good to take a literally quick walk with Jesus, to calm this neurological and physiological storm. And then honestly name these emotions… for feelings buried alive never die.
Then, in a process called “the healing of memories,” mentally visualise the painful scene, seeing Christ himself there, his eyes brimming with compassion. Ask Christ to heal the sting, to draw the poison from these memories of experiences. We are caterpillars in a ring of fire, as Martin Luther wrote--unable to rescue ourselves. We need help from above.
Accept what happened. What happened, happened. Then, as the Apostle Paul advises, give thanks in everything, though not for everything. Give thanks because God can bring good out of the swindle and the injustice. Ask him to bring magic and beauty from the ashes.
If, like the persistent widow Jesus spoke of, you want to pray for justice--that the swindler and the abusers’ characters are revealed, so many are protected, then do so--but first, purify your own life.
And now, just forgive. Say aloud, I forgive you for … You are setting a captive free. Yourself. Come alive. Be free. 
And when memories of deep injuries arise, say: “No. No. Not going there.” Stop repeating the devastating story to yourself or anyone else. Don’t waste your time & emotional energy, nor let yourself be overwhelmed by anger at someone else’s evil actions. Don’t let the past poison today. Refuse to allow reinjury. Deliberately think instead of things noble, lovely, admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy.
So keep trying, in obedience, to forgive, to let go of your anger until you suddenly realise that you have forgiven, and can remember past events without agitation. God be with us!
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